عودوا يا ألوان.. سامحوا هالإنسان؟

Faith.

studio

I need studio so BADLY in my life!

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شووووووووو؟؟؟

شو قاعد بصير معي؟؟؟؟ شوووووووو؟؟؟
شو بتهبّل؟؟؟؟؟؟
شو بساوي؟؟؟؟
حمارة أنا؟ حمارة؟؟؟

اه حمارة.. حمارة كبيرة!

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Week-End.

Another Lonely weekend.
My flat seems to be HUGE.
Feels really horrible here.
Just me, In this BIG space.

Sometimes, I'm begging for this "Quality Time" (alone).
But, not this time.
this time, I'm scared.
Scared from being Alone.
In this HUGE space.

I don't want to feel that way.
I don't want to be Alone.
I don't want to be Alone.
I don't want to.
I don't want.

فش كيميا.. !

يا حبيبي.. يا روحي.. 

فش كيميا!

انه.. مش زابطة! 

كيف ما اقلبها واشقلبها.. مش زابطة!

المشكلة.. فش حدا هون!

بَح!

يعني.. لمّا تحكيلي "بلكي نطلع شي يوم نشرب اشي؟ ويلّا صعبة هاي؟" 

وانا اجاوبك "لمّا ييجي وقته بيجي مقته"

بتوقع.. انه تفهم :) 

مش رح ييجي وقته عشان ييجي مقته.

ليش؟

بسيطة. 

فش كيميا. 

فش فيزيا.

فش جاذبية.

نقطة.

Thoughts..

Since that Night I'm not the same person.
I feel Bad.
I feel I wanna punish myself for being such a naive.
But.. everything happens for a reason. I guess.

***

Tonight I've been walking around at 3:00 a.m. with a heavy rain hitting my face and my body.
I hate rain, I hate going outside while it's raining.
But this night, I felt I need those drops of water to clean me. clean my heart.
I was walking.. walking very fast.. the weather is 'CRAZY'.. I don't care.. I keep on walking.. Crying.. wondering what the hell am I doing.. Crying.. with no reason.. why should I have a reason?

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Frida Oh Frida..
It was love from the first sight.
I wish I could have 1% of your Inspiration.

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New Music is REQUIRED!